aljas

Here I am again witm my new one-moth sub, so I won´t be lazy and change my journal. To read that summer article make me feel kind irelevantly.

What's new? School was, school is and school will be. Luckily I love my school.
Intensive... I was intensively learning for worst examination ever and hopefully I have finished it in time. Freedom is above all. I have some time to learn for another examinations. It is a kind of madness when yo have all things finished and then you go and instead you took any novel, you take another student's book.

Much time has passed and many things happened. I am currently unemployed, but hopefully I will get back my temporary on surgical ICU. Still looking forward. I like the work there and I like people there, strangely porcelain and fragile...
I got my thiesis recently. OK, I was very, very annoying since summer (that means fast enough to be the first to ask for it), so I got a thiesis of my dreams. It is Anesthesiology and Intensive Care thiesis and the theme is Care about unconscious patient. They say you have to choose your thiesis by what you are interested in. So that one is mine... Thanks to things that happened and people that I met... To that ones I was carying about.
Intensively. To care intensively... What it means? 10% of time you do somethink intensively for that poor uncoscious patient to make his life as good as possible. And 90% of time you intensively you devore yourself with your own powerlessnes. Because there is a thin unseenable line in the state of that person between what you can do for him and all that things what are not in your abilities. I (want to) walk the line...

Sometimes I feel a bit strange, because in my work I got used to and tooked to work with people. Physically care about them. Touch them. All that wake, porcelain fragile patients... Not just to sit by the comp an meditate about results. Not. So I feel that I should do intensive medicine. Hopefully I will be good enough...


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My first subscription ever! Won in an contest, btw. So I am a bit confused (also happy, OK) that I have just little idea, whad to do with all these new abilities in my DA acount. Every advice is welcomed, especially for journals.

Recently I have made a serie of drawing for posters of lymphatic system of human body (for commision), but most of the work the work is  too large for scanning.
Now I have an idea for one work and was asked for another (coud you resist a request from one nice young man with large steely-silver eyes?)
It is summer, poor cool rainy summer, but it is qiuet OK - in my work I am not sad that I am inside. This time I work as an orderly in surgical ICU. Work is nice and I enjoy it pretty much, but when I finish, my only urge is to go home and sleep.

I am working until begining of August, then my holiday start with all what belongs to holiday. I hope the wheather will beacome more summer, because I ma going to go to international scout boating meeting (as a paramedic or any similar kind of healt support). I keep my fingers crossed that nothing serious would happen there.
And then - two weeks of trekking with friends in Makedonia! I can not imagine too much how it is gonna be, but that more I am looking forward for it. And last week before school an elongated week in Prague!

I hope you also enjoy the summer.

And thanks for this sub.

And... I can enjoy stamps now!
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